hey

pretty eventful days passed these few weeks >< last entered post on the day i did the BRP experiment, and that was like... a week plus one day ago? anyways, lets start the update from there: last wednesday: i cant remember what i did exactly, so cant enter ^^ last thursday: nothing much for that day as well i guess... last friday: oh yesh, i went for the CRAP long-term service award for my father.... was boring shit besides the food, especially the yoghurt! yummy yummy yummy :))) last saturday: spent the WHOLE day doing cards.... teachers day cards, finished mei's and mine YAY last sunday: spent ALMOST the whole day doing just those two door hangers for teachers day, doubt they'll be put to good use yesterday(monday): eventful shit >< had a good trashing for no reason that night, cried, so obviously, not a good night, dont want to talk about it, too heart breaking today: teachers' day celebration in schoool :) the concert was FANTASTIC though we didnt have any chairs to sit on, and that seriously gave me leg cramps >< blehhhh.... anyways, had a mini class party before that, but got pulled out for class interview with mr teo ARGH and i seriosuly regret agreeing to doing so with him >< shall continue this post tmr, gtg alr :) byeeee :) heyy.... i'll continue from here... so we stopped at the part where mr teo "dragged" me out for class interview... [what a GREAT day to do so.... AHEM AHEM] anyways, he started asking the pretty usual questions... like how many siblings? (he knows that fact alr... LOL) , hows my peer interaction coming along? (in his eyes its good..decent... but in actual fact, not really...), my best friends from where? nanyang? other class? other school? told him other school (FINALLY the first REAL truth to him :) hehe :) continuing.... erm... what else did he ask me... hmmm.... oh yes! he asked about my relationship with my parents... and that was te straw that broke the camel's back, i say really by accident... i think he asked about when i have problem , who'd i approach: my mum or my dad... i told him my mum, cos my dad doesnt really show care in that aspect. Then he JUST had to ask about my relationship with my dad... ARGH... and therefore: i cried in front of him... it was certainly EMBARRASSING not only for me but also HIM... IM SOOOOO sorry mr teo, i apologize once again... if you had interviewed me like... tmr? i wouldnt have been soo emotional, but cos i cried over THAT matter just the previous night and that morning, i really couldnt control my tears.... SOOOOOORRRRRRRYYYYYYY.... thanks so much for trying to console me there and then... i really appreciate the sort of lame stories you tell me about you and your mum, like how'd she make soup for you and you'd pour them away cos you were under lots of work pressure... haha... had a good laugh in my heart... cos seeing your kind of personality you put up during class time, its soooo different from the way you describe yourself when you are at home... well maybe its the same for me too, cos in sch, im sure you see me as an upright and responsible student, and im sure most of the other teachers too, cos thats the case for my primary sch... but at home, im really a littlee different, cos maybe i dont have anyone to confine my problems to at home... my mum is always either busy with my younger sister, cooking..., arguing with my dad, well, i cant blame my mum for this, but my dad... i would ask him some questions that i REALLY dont know how to do, and he would just shove me aside, 10 OUT OF 10 TIMES, wrench out my textbook, throw it right into my face, and ask me to self-study... i think from my memory, i havent gotten any help for my studies from ANYONE besides sch teachers and my fellow clasmates... really, im not the type that can totally self-study on my own, and i'd rather spend my time having lessons rather than being cooped up at home doing homework that you teachers assign us... and if there is some question that i REALLY dont know how to do... who do i ask??? tell me, teachers! im really really at a total lost... sorry for all the complains that i have just spluttered out in this entry... if any of you teachers happen to read THESE.. pls dont take it to heart... just take it that im airing my views in a depressing manner :)ok? well... my interview with him got cut short cos we all had to go for a concert in the hall... and boy! squeezy it was! imagine... less than two-third of the hall to accomodate sec 1 to sec 4 pupils... and we poor things had to sit cross-legged on the floor for 2 straight hours!!!! got baddie cramps after that... but this is probably so far the BEST teachers day performance i have seen so far... :) well done organizers!!!! :))) ok... so the concert began with the concert band peeps playing some songs.... then had one sec4 class doing skits and songs... then my class those moronic korean freaks dancing oh... totally no meaning to me at all... >< anyways, then if im not wrong, another performance before the Emcees moved on to the [hello baby] section of the concert, which is basically identifying teachers with their baby photos and their present belongings... and the sad thing is that i barely know half the teachers... cos im a newbie in this school still... so I'LL WAIT FOR THE NEXT YEAR and i bet with you im gonna know much more of them!!! (hopefully ^^) then the next item was the prize presantation ceremony for the various teacher awards.... below listed are the categories and their honoured reciepients :) MOST CARING TEACHER AWARD: Ms Chen Weixuan :) (chemistry teacher) MOST INSPIRING TEACHER AWARD: cant remember >< but Ms Vanessa Heng was amongst the 3 nominees.. GOOD JOB MS HENG :) MOST APPROCHABLE TEACHER AWARD: dunno who also... >< nvm MOST HUMOUROUS TEACHER AWARD: Ms Aika Siew :) MOST ENERGETIC TEACHER AWARD: MS SABRINA ( all 3 nominees for this award were PE teachers >< LOL ) MOST STYLISH FEMALE TEACHER AWARD: Ms Lydia Teo... ( i SOOOOO HOPED IT WAS MS TEO CHIN WEN MY CUTEEE AND LOVELYYY MATHS TEACHER ) MOST STYLISH MALE TEACHER AWARD: Mr Calvin Lee... ( he's not bad leh... just maybe he needs to loose some of his excess stuff.. hehe no offence :) MOST UNCONVENTIONAL TEACHER AWARD: Mr Michael Chang ( i thot our culure teacher, Mr Ng Hup Beng, deserves that EVEN more??? ) think thats about all the awards and nominees.... if my memory is still good ^^ then after that, had a couple more of performances... along with the teachers and parents performing their individual items... the female teachers danced [nobody], the male teachers danced some song by this male K-Pop group [shinee]... not bad dancers, some of them :) the parents danced some agogo stuff... ok larh... good effort :) not to mention that mdm heng (pincipal) danced too :) the best part came...... THE TEACHERS DAY MONTAGE!!!! thats probably the most the most the most the most entertaining item OF ALL each and every teacher had some words of appreciation written for them by the various classes... my class writing had been chosen for 4 of our teachers! they were : ms yap, mr teo, ms teo and ms heng :))))))))) mr teo's was the most MUSHY, ms yap's the most NORMAL, ms teo's the most RHYMING, and ms heng's the most CHEEM and LITERARY like text :DD so after sch ended, went back to gsps.... not really super eventful, saw a couple of my teachers... ate lunch with dawn and trisha and went home >< and that night watched the last episode of 'unriddle'... well, thats my days so far... very epic and i hope that they get better as the years go by.. my EOY exams are coming up in about a months time... gonna start mugging during the hols... and i REALLY hope i do decent during the exams... its gonna be TERRIBLE if i do mess up... hardwork DOES pay off, and thats so true ;)

ending here for now... going to eat my pathetic lunch of bread with magerine :(

xoxo,
dumbdumbododo :)

PS: HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALLL MY DEAREST TEACHERS :)